Sydney Leigh and her cute friend were over making shirts for a Basketball game during school for charity? I kept begging her to add glitter. Her friend doesn't know me, and is shy, so she didn't comment - but Sydney kept laughing and then telling me... MOM! KNOCK IT OFF WITH THE GLITTER!!!! YOU AND GLITTER!!!!
Tomorrow I have my first finals.
I know.
Only two.
wah wah wah.
cry you a river...
blah blah blah.
I am having a very hard time concentrating.
I can't focus.
I pray I will do well.
we shall see.
Do you ever go through phases where your spirituality is at a complete low?
where you feel lost in yourself.
where you go to church hoping to feel uplifted, only to leave feeling frustration because you feel insecure in yourself anyways, and you feel alone in yourself? does this make sense.....
I try to be a good mom, going to church... etc. etc.
I feel an inner tug-of-war between myself and trying to make everyone happy, however sometimes that leaves me feeling alone and frustrated... spiritually.
am I making any sense?
So, maybe it's just the fact that school has taken over all my time and my thought process.
Or, maybe it's a phase I am going through.
Or maybe.. maybe I'm exhausted.
who knows.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>..
so miss Sydney has to go to a choir thing tomorrow during the day.
They are singing at University Mall.
she asked to wear my SUPER DUPER high heels.
(excuse me while I laugh so hard it hurts)
Mike may have broken one of his toes tonight.
while wrestling with my pudge.
ouch! his poor toe is very purple and swollen.
we use frozen peas as ice packs now because my Pudge decided to take a knife to my really very nice expensive ice pack that I use for my back... to see what the insides look like.
brown oozing clay.
now we know.
David decided to rake leaves today.. on Sunday.
to kiss up for spilling a coke in the fridge and leaving it
btw.... coke was on every shelf, in every drawer, and coating all 3 sides of the fridge.
(he claims he didn't think it spilled that much.)
anywho.
back to math.
prayers my way?
love you girls!
